Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Imagine...

Been listening to Ruben Studdard's version of "Imagine". His voice is just so soothing... soothing, yet powerful. The part of the song that puts me in the zone is the part where he croons "you may say that i'm a dreamer // but I'm not the only one // I hope someday you will join us // and the world will live as one" I'm feeling very empty now. I guess I have been feeling this way eversince this year started. Like I've lost my aim in life. Now I'm just focussed on doing well for my A levels.

Been having dizzy spells for the past few days. I get really dizzy, then I start puking. Erps. What's wrong with me? My classmates tell me that I should see the doctor. Wow. The last time I seeked consultation from a doctor was eons ago. Halim tells me its either my sleeping habits or my irregular eating habits or withdrawal symptoms from slacking for too long or I'm just doing too much work now. Maybe. heh. I'd think I'm doing too much work now. But I don't have a choice. I have loads of work to do.

Edward was telling me after FMB tutorial that I looked pale and stressed. He asked, "So amylia, can I add on to your stress?" "How?" I asked. He said, "I'll list down all the work we have to do.." "Bring it on,"I replied. Okie. He listed down all the stuff that teachers have burdened us with. In all, I have at least eight pieces of assignments to complete by the end of this week, with chemistry test looming on Thursday. Four chapters that I have hardly studied for. -__- Oh help me God.

Some people are still being pains up my ass. Grrr. I can't stand it. [Ok girl..its stress...] Anyways, I think I should log off now cause I have loads of work to do. Grrrr. yup. later then. I'll leave you with a quote that I found whilst surfing the net during GP lesson.

"Show me a man or a woman alone and I'll show you a saint. Give me two and they'll fall in love. Give me three and they'll invent the charming thing we call 'society'. Give me four and they'll build a pyramid. Give me five and they'll make one an outcast. Give me six and they'll reinvent prejudice. Give me seven and in seven years they'll reinvent warfare. Man may have been made in the image of God, but human society was made in the image of His opposite number, and is always trying to get back home."
Glen Bateman, Sociology Professor in The Stand (C&U) by Stephen King