Friday, January 09, 2004
SAINTESTRALIS - THE FINALE

:: small update. for some queer reason, i wasn't able to access blogger.com from my PC, thus, i couldn't blog. I cant stick to my resolutions.they can be recycled, i guess. Anyways, pardon the unviewable picture to the right of this screen, i've got to look for new hosting sites. ::

Today was the finale night for SAJC Orientation 2004. Wait- I'm supposed to be in J2, why am i still bothered about orientation? Ah. That's cause I'm doing it all for Irwan. V-nought got together again! I was really psyched by it. Really miss hanging out with those guys. But this time, we had an addition - Talib!

We performed four songs: Here Without you, Basketcase, Flavour of the weak and Stacy's mom! I would certainly say that this time, everything went smoothly, and we really enjoyed ourselves... a stark contrast from grad nite! It was really worth the while. The J1s were a great crowd. Enthusiastic, energetic young bunch of people. I like! Thanks to the Gilaminas - They actually stayed back to watch us perform! Our true, blue fans! I so love my clique.

Gah. Something that i'm not-so-proud of... When we were about to go home, the DJ played "This I promise you" whilst we(v-nought + talib + gilaminas) were walking along the track, some feeling just overwhelmed me, i guess. I can't exactly comprehend what it was either. I think when we were all waiting for Irwan at the hall walkway or something, I just broke down. I don't know why. Ba lent me her shoulder to cry on. Whatever it was, it felt good to cry. Maybe it was the song, the nightsky, the full moon, the gazillion stars shining down upon me, all the sh-t's that happening to me now all rolled into one. I'm an emotional wreck.

At least i know I have friends. thanks ba. so much. Thanks lyd too... for listening to my crap. so sorry. you 2 never know how much i can thank you all. Thanks Sam for watching us perform.

Ending with that really bad song,
"every word i say is true, this i promise you..."
bullshit. Promises are meant to be broken. (2001)