Sunday, April 18, 2004
MONOTONY

AAAAaaarrrggggHHhhh!!!! I can't live with this monotony. My life is becoming very much mundane. I hate it. Weekends which i used to spend with the people I love -- my family are now burnt cause i've got shit loads of tutorials to complete. The feeling of completing a tutorial is so victorious, but my happiness is shortlived, most of the time. I take close to a day to complete one, and the teacher takes 30 minutes to go through the entire thing. Gahhh! That is so frustrating! Can't I just take a short breather to enjoy the fruits of my labour.. at least for a while? A short while? Tutorials and Revision papers are streaming in by the dozen, I've lost count.

Someone help me. Spent one hour plus fiddling around with this mini digi cam thingy. Quite cool. Now I can start video conferences over MSN. heh. I'll just pray that the other party doesn't get sore eyes the next day yups.

Had a good chat with Atikk yesterday night. She was telling me how she wanted to be a lawyer after watching Legally Blonde. Um, right. Putting our jokes and crappiness aside, the crux of our conversation was meaningful indeed. For someone whom I felt I've drifted apart from, to still be able to talk casually to her, was great. heh. I had a great time. We were discussing what we were going to do with our futures, surfing into the websites of NUS, NTU and Harvard seemed exceptionally thrilling. heh. Everyone thinks I'd go into engineering. Why? I don't think I'm cut out to be an engineer like my parents. I should think I'm just going to major in Maths.

Putting that aside, i think i should first just concentrate on getting my 4 As for the A levels. I've seen people do it, it can be done. How easy it is, depends on me.